I got a new angelic layout. I really like this one. To celebrate, here's Focus Shift, by Dark Tranquility.

And here's the sig (small):

I've had my Animatrix one for too long. It's still good looking though, so I'm gonna hang on to it. If anyone wants it for themselves, I'll put it in a .zip on Rapidshare (or wherever else).

My new one is based off of Reroute to Remain, by the band In Flames. The actual picture i have was colored green (as you can tell). The fonts are E&L Gothic, for the wings, and Beynkales, for my name. Then i added a screened bordered to everything. The signature has a layered one for extra effect. I also applied a black outer glow, and slight beveling effect.

I did have to delete all the text links from my sig because it was not aligned with the pic. I have the sig below, in full size (409x50). I added gray bars to the sides to center it, for in the BBS.

So, what do y'all think?

And, to match the theme, here's Take This Life, by Inflames. My favorite song, buy them.

To celebrate the activation of my debit card, I want to purchase something from the NG store. The question is, What? I already have purchased all of this from the NG store. So, I'm not thinking of buying more shirts, or stickers (or anything else I've already bought).

I've also narrowed it down to a few items:

2009 NG Calendar, NG Poster, TankMen Figurine

OR I could buy one of these:

Machine Head T-Shirt, Machine Head Army Hat

I'm leaning towards the Machine Head gear (particularly the shirt), too.

***EDIT***

I've chosen. I picked the NG Calendar and the NG poster. And have already purchased them. I'm just wating to get them in the mail.

See all my NG purchases. [$80 total, without shipping or tax]

I didn't have any weed to smoke, and I don't drink. I am having a sober New Year's. Fireworks are about 300% cooler while stoned. Seriously. Especially the big, expensive motherfuckers. And I could hardly enjoy them.

But, my New Year's Resolution is to live my year much more intoxicated and much less unemployed. Sounds good, 'eh?

Oh, and once my debit card comes in the mail, I think I'll buy myself something else from the NG store.

BUT, before you judge me, I must explain.

I am NOT self destructive in the sense that I cut myself for attention or otherwise. I AM self destructive in the sense that I occasionally cause pain upon myself, and sometimes at a higher level. I do this as I am intrigued by how the body reacts to injury. Pain also feels pleasurable, while stile painful and uncomfortable, to me.

An example is that today, just for the hell of it, I punched the shit out of a brick wall at school today. I did it simply to see what would happen to my hand. For a while, I thought I might have broken my middle knuckle, as it swelled up and was really red and tender. I also scraped some skin from my first two fingers.
And, the other day, I accidentally cut my palm, and just to feel the pain, poured hand-sanitizer on it. Hand-sanitizer contains high levels of alcohol, which caused it to burn like hell. But instead of yelling, or complaining, I laughed.

So, I do not cause self-injury and pain because I want to numb my emotional pain(I smoke weed for that). I cause self-injury and pain because sometimes I want to feel the pain from it.

But, what I cannot do is cut my own flesh. I can burn it, crush it, or even shock it, but I am mentally unable to cut myself under normal situations.

I believe that it is simply the intensity of the feeling that causes pain to be pleasurable.

Now you can judge me.

So what's up?

And found out I have nine NewGrounds accounts. Eight are alts, of course.

Here's the list:
Hellian00
Cheese-On-A-Flapjack
I-Am-The-Walrus
Walking-STD
Assparagus
HellianOO
WalkingSTD
lolerscates
UnfunnyAlt

Psilocybin Mushrooms.

I'm 17. Now I can legally buy and look at soft-core porn.

EDIT:

Just got myself a present with birthday moneys. I got a product(RED) 80gb Zune. It's badass. And it was only $180 (on sale at WalMart). I got the Zune80 because it comes with Zune Premium Headphones. These are damn good headphones. Definitely worth the $40 they cost on their own.

I made the choice to keep my original sig & layout. It's the sentinel from the Animatrix story, Final Flight of the Osiris. The Animatrix is a compilation nine short videos (of various creators) that are side-stories to The Matrix trilogy.

Here's the Final Flight of the Osiris:

v Here's the sig slightly shrunken :